I'm sorry

I've recently started a new blog and I'm not sure when or even if I'm going to share the blog with the world or not. I have been really busy the past few months. I recently just took the state reading test for 10th grade. I can believe that I'll be a junior next year. In part of my body I'm excited. Then on the other hand I m scared. This year I had no BFs in school it's pretty upsetting. And I'm scared that next year ill be forever alone and single for the rest of my life. And it makes me feel like this.